Alive When I Can Rot

from Dialectic Disorder by Bowneck

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lyrics

once more – cuddling in myself
the sound of this old broken record
makes me feel like I am home

too late – to find the cure
the poison of my misery
it keeps me sane, it keeps me warm

don’t fear – that I might drown
as long as this mind swims in circles
I won’t see I’m all alone

don’t wake me up
I feel alive, when I can rot
you may be fine, chasing your life
but I am not, no I am not
don’t wake me up
I feel alive, when I can rot
inside my hive of broken thoughts
I feel like god, yes I am god

so please excuse my blashphemy
but I’m just so caught up inside o' me
that not even your god could set me free

my life is a dirty sketch
I keep the colours off the picture
to make a point that noone gets

so scared – to feel content
cause happiness would mean stagnation
serenity’s creation’s end

sink down – down ye old pond
cause at the bottom of the lake
the biggest fish waits to be caught

and though I still speak god-damn blasphemy
this is the only fitting way for me
a lowlife living his supremacy