so why do I think I should be like the guys you see on TV
and I don’t even mean their physique, not their confidence or mystique
what I'm talking about is their unwaning will to believe
that their shit is the one we all should eat

now don't get me wrong if it seems, I'm speakin' ill of the showbiz-league
they are the ones who made me believe, that I could unload my heaps on you creeps
but I'll never fit into your eyes coming through the silver screen
I'm just a whole galaxy away from the american dream

but I can still make a difference in this
just need to get the plug out of my ass
and give you something that would else be missed
although these words sound so hollow
empty shells that I spit at the mirror
If I don't take a stand like De Niro… and deliver all of us

now that I've watched every last person live
you would think it's now my time to give
but I’m a Black Hole just a bottom less pit
I absorb and I never emit

I’ve spent my days and weeks watching other people succeed
in a blaze of booze and weed and an idle hand that sneaks down the crotch
'cause once your lost in lala-land, where ignorance is bliss
you forget you're not the host, you're just a guest

some time so long gone about heroes songs were sung
today the hero is the one with a mike on the lungs and a cam in the face
so before the age of entertainment ends, as real time's begun
I plan to be the host of the final run

...last broadcast in 5..4..3..

'cause there is still some time left
just need to get the plug out of my ass
and work as hard as I have never have
although these words sound so hollow
empty shells that I spit at the mirror
if I don't take a stand like De Niro… and deliver all of us

could have been the cure but now I am the curse
lurking to swallow the whole universe
it's not that I’m empty but all I take in
is just narrowed down to the fact I can't win

I cannot win, I'll never win
because my heart is black and I'm bound for blues
I deny the light and won't let you see
on through to the other side