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Trapped in Hell

from Dialectic Disorder by Bowneck

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lyrics

shit man, I need a hitman for myself
maybe to split my brain in half
a little axe between the ears
so that the left won’t have to hear
no more shit from the right hemisphere, because

I can’t stand my constant nagging
always seem to drag myself in
conversations with a madman
stupid shit you can’t imagine

and that goes a little something like this:

man, you suck, stupid little schmock
wish somebody would just hit you with a fucking truck
I never get a break and I’m always outta luck
this life is like a cage and I am completely stuck

if you two don’t just shut up, I swear, I’ll pull the fucking plug

release me from myself
this is my final cry for help
I can’t breath within my shell
it feels like I am trapped in hell

shit man, I need a hitman for myself
unloading in my chest a round of shells
to open up my heart towards the world
and finally make an end to this disturbed
excuse for a life, that i try to preserve

just excuses not to let go
sole reclusive in the shadows
in the gates stuck from the get-go
could at least have made someone widow
but busy with my wood like Gepetto

always: first things first, I need to jerk my thirst
immerse in the perversion that became my curse
rehearsing all the versions of the perfect girl
which nurtures the aversion to personal intercourse
as every burst takes me further away from the world

I built this prison on my own and mistook it for a throne
in my kingdom I’m alone
I milked this schism for what it’s worth, now I need a rebirth
find a way to lift this curse

help me lift this curse, kill this demon
deliver my rebirth, give me freedom

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from Dialectic Disorder, released May 13, 2013

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